When love is deep
Its warmth produces a spark
Kindling a candle
which long time ago
was doused by a sad sleep

Far away we go
to find one true moment of life
drenched in pure and divine love
we even keep searching in our dream
where we keep chasing the upstream
casting about, from where it flows
But what we find is
an unending journey, with no destination
Just taking us towards the death
untill we don’t look in ourselves

Wake up to live for the love
Whose spark is in you
There are candles still in those hearts
that you left
Again you can enlighten
The dark depths of love
For love is deep
Between the hearts


 When everything was taken away
That was the time I learned to live
Because only life was left with me
With the certain death always near it

 Even the silent wind started to speak
But it was me unaware
Those words were also mine
That came from the deep rooted memories

 I still remember that road
Abandoned by people long ago
Kept wondering why only I am walking
And what is ahead of me?

 Oh! that window then with new pans
Was shattered by those stones
I also wanted to throw one
but when I bowed, got hold of broken glasses

 Unheard thing out of myself
Started ringing my ears
I tried to just close them
But those words kept seeping through my fingers

I went to the side of the river
Dipping my hands into the water
For dropping those heavy words
But its water was more heavy to take them in

I sat there waiting and trying
At last I again left for the same road
Not knowing where would I reach
Just in search of life in me

 I saw a gardener in between
Watering the dry soil with a smile
A nightingale was witnessing that
I understood, it was the delight of coming flowers

 My tiredness broke me to my knees
In middle of nowhere with darkness all around
With a heavy heart full of tears
But my eyes were not giving them the way to flow

 I heard a beautiful voice from somewhere
The eyes opened up to see a light
I followed and found the God’s house
Surrounded by the mercy everywhere

 I went inside and fell in prostration
My eyes began to flow with the tears
The burden of those words was vanished
It was the day when I lived my real life

Today, I may have everything
But those tears of that day
And The life of those momente
Is again on a search in me

 I still have those broken glasses
What if that window is far away
But hope is there to find the new panes
So to fix it and leave it new again



The span between our wait
So, let this be another beautiful day
To search you in it’s moments
beyond time and space

Being lost makes me to reach you
and there when I see, your eyes reflect a world within
I just want to stand
and see your hidden face with my shyness
behind that mysterious veil
every beat resonates me
and your beat plays the string
inducing the melody of secrecy
Deep in me of cosmic proportions
static and forgetful I remain
discovering an ocean of emotions
tides hit me in the moonlight
delivering me to shore in the morning
scorching sun opens my eyes
to see the desert left for me
desert with roses
showing me the new direction

this span is mysterious
So, is this the span of love?


You are like the melody of the river
Playing in the silence of my valley
I Walk along the side in the day
to see the reflection of your mysteries
At night, I sleep listening what you sing
Along with the swirling winds
When I stand besides you
You sprinkle the water droplets as you strike
the stones
When I go deep in the forest
You keep calling me with beautiful names
And when I come back you have a new song to sing
Sun sets in the west
Is the best
Moment of the day
As you dazzle in the golden light
I just can’t lift my eyes of you
As you fill the air with silent breeze
Touncing my face and my lips
I take a step to say something back
But the sun takes its light back
Speechless I stand as those moments get vanish
I return back in wait for the other day
You againgstart singing the sleeping songs
And I sleep in your dreams

SEARCHING; A Journey in Your Gone Life


Seeing backwards, in the dark rooms

With the light, which only I have

Everything still and silent, at its proper place

As I pass by


It seems only I am walking, talking along the way

Everyone here is listening, but not replying back

To some I am laughing, to some smiling

As I pass by


Some doors are open as I can see through

Some doors are still close as I knock on them

Hidden meanings, hidden questions

As I pass by


Hidden feelings, hidden emotions

Hidden happiness, hidden pain

Hidden days, hidden nights

As I pass by


A river is flowing, opposite to my way

With water of different colors, with stones and hails

Somewhere it rains, somewhere is drought

As I pass by


Little voices, sweet fragrances

Little joys, little worries

Little question, little answers

As I pass by


The way has shrunken, as I am seeing nothing more

Some noises and just some small cries

With a lot of songs that has remained unsung

As I pass by


Remembrances of loved ones is oozing out

I want to sit down, I want to cry

I want to change; I want to make

As I pass by


Everything there says, I am dead now

For we are gone, can’t come back

For we are left, within you and behind you

You still had to recognize, who we were, what we had

 Give us an address and be thankful to your LORD

As you have to pass on

To climb the mountains, to sail the seas

To travel through the deserts, to wait and see

For you are just a wayfarer, somewhere here somewhere there

For your destiny is only one

To meet you LORD GOD



We keep telling for the time to come
forgetting the oblivious nature of life
dreams we see and scenes we imagine
at the end of the day is just our fantasy
Do we really know what will happen?
In the coming bloom and gloom
just hidden is beauty in the contrast
between the day and the days to come
Have you not ever been amazed and surprised
at your existence?
At the graves and new ones in the wombs
We are also gradually inclining to the soil

You plan and HE plans
and HE is the best of planners
can’t escape the destiny
yours is only the choice
to make
or to break
the life after this life
earth will never settle
nor her folks
they only rest till death
but remaining forgetful during their days
ignorant of the fact
nothing you take while you leave
and the world forgets you soon
wealth only changes hands
power only the shoulders
but making blind of the truth
they never remain permanent
humans should know
they are not the rulers of the world
nor is their pride bigger than the heavens
if they could only realize from where they come
two impure drops
this is their existence
You still don’t know the absolute
unseen could be more prominent than what is seen
so live in a state of submission



Let your eyes remain wet
With a surface of tears

Don’t let the smirk deceive you face
separating the honest beats of the heart

be there with the voice of consciousness
or you will fell for the devil

save your sight from the evil
know, it may appear in attractive colors

truth is the word of Lord
don’t waste yourself in lies

hold unto Him
He would never let you go

regret for your wrongs
realize and grow in life

care for the hearts
don’t let them shatter

have patience and will
have trust only unto Him

be thankful and grateful
be no other being than Human



When I am sleeping and awake
Lying just motionless craving for dreams
Eyelids feeling the darkness of the room
Ears listening to the still silence
Mind reaching to get a spot in scenes
Heart as usual with its usual beat
An imagination of knocks on the door
Rush in my blood for this incompleteness
Straining my eyes to fill the void in my sleep
An unusual state encapsulating my mind
How far I have come and how far I have to go?
A mystery of great lengths in both the directions
Amongst it, I there lying in the ambiguity of whether being awake or sleep
The skin of my feet exposed and uncovered of blanket
Feeling the cold of night
Taking the turn to the right
Pulling my feet back in the blanket
Remembering the usual remainders
Soon my sleep will overtake me
Soon my consciousness will abandon
Soon I will be left unaware of me
Remains of me will be just my body
And this one thing in my mind is sneaking all along
Telling me that what you kept feeling till now was life
In both awake and sleep
One question strikes my mind
when you will be in the grave?
How death will feel like?



Don’t snatch this path from me
Leaving nothing, as if taking away flower from a bee
Where I would walk with my loneliness?
As I don’t find in your crowds, my happiness
Why you show me dreams, to shatter them
As if growing a plant without the stem
I lose my voice, in your troupes
To get it back, I have to walk along the deserted routes
Leave me alone in my search
Like a lonely bird, for it to perch
When I will meet it, walking along the way
I will send a message with it, not to again betray
The mean words which you taught me
I have plopped them in the river
It will soon reach your salty sea
As I have decided now to become a believer
Don’t come behind me to sway me again
For you only lead to loss, not to gain
Soon I will find wings to fly
You don’t need to worry, then I would give you your way back


After a long journey, there is still a long way to go, if GOD wills

What I see, is different than yesterday, and transformed

I also am not the same, the one who slept last night

One day of my life added and erased in the same way


There was a time when I had an innocent heart and soul

My chase was only for small things, like the butterfly in a garden

My face carrying innocent tears and innocent smile

How lovely were those days? Those days of innocence

No greed, no jealousy, no agony, no haughtiness

I gravely miss those days, marvy days of my childhood


I was not prepared to face this dual faced world

Where there are two hearts, one seen and other unseen

It devastated my innocence and sepulchred it in an unknown land

I am still in the search, but no one tells me the address

All this world made me learn, is to be mean and selfish

But these things were never accepted by my heart and soul

Although innocence of childhood is far away from me now

But I am learning to be innocent again by the strength I have left


Honestly, it is a tough fight with myself

As every day, I struggle against the jealousy and ego

That I have earned, from the day I lost my innocence

The reason is simple, for what I am striving and struggling

I don’t want to give back the world what it gave me of its meanness

As there are innocent heart growing up,

And I don’t want me to be the one, for destroying their innocence

Rather, truth is the need for me, as well for the world out there

I surely know now, that my days would also come to end, one day

And I would be raised again, to stand in front of my Maker

I don’t know whether I would be having any good deeds left in my account

But I would fight and struggle all my life to earn them

Rest all, I put my trust to my LORD

Without His mercy, I won’t be successful in this journey of mine